tarod45: (oops)
I was just putting my calendar for the month together when I realized: Big Bang starts on the first day of a week of tests this semester. I have a test both Monday and Tuesday night next week, not to mention a movie-date with a friend Tuesday afternoon. I actually need to study for both of these tests. Big Bang is not the distraction I need. Particularly when there are three or four fics from authors that I really like coming out the first couple of days. [livejournal.com profile] kroki_refur and [livejournal.com profile] fleshflutter on Monday, [livejournal.com profile] kellifer_fic and [livejournal.com profile] rei_c on Tuesday, and [livejournal.com profile] thenyxie on Wednesday. Why must so much awesomeness come out on just the days that I must (must! for the sake of my future!) ignore it all? Le sigh.
tarod45: (lyle & brainy)
I have now seen one (almost) entire episode of NCIS. I have heard much discussion of the various characters and ships on the show. I have only this to say: Gibbs and Abby are totally doing it. That is all.

(And because my love has been reignited by my iconning spree, I should add that Brainy and Lyle were totally doing it, too. ♥)
tarod45: (got a secret)
I enjoy making icons. I'm not very good at it, I realize, but I have fun. I can very happily sit for hours in front of Photoshop, just messing around. I have slightly less patience for acquiring the actual screencaps, but this has more to do with extremely inaccurate pause buttons than anything else. I must, at some point, get my hands on a program that will let me go through a video file frame by frame. Although, since I think my next batch will be coming from comic books (Lucifer! Sandman! Legion of Superheroes!), that's probably not a real priority.

Speaking of Lucifer... I want Sam/Lucifer fics. No, really. Now. Not necessarily Mike Carey's Lucifer (that would be unutterably cool, but I've spent many a wasted hour trying to figure out how to make Lucifer and Supernatural work, and they really just don't), but a Lucifer. Cause Sam is all demon-y now, and Ruby said Lucifer would be grateful, and he wouldn't let Dean run, and and and... just yes. I want my Boy King, goddammit. Or, maybe it should be Boy Queen, hmm? Maybe it isn't Dean who's meant to be the Unholy Consort...? I truly believe this to be absolutely necessary to continued well-being.

Almost more than that, though, I want AU fics where Ruby didn't die. I miss Ruby. I now have boundless sympathy for the Bella fans. I feel your pain! And also, I want Sam/Ruby/Lucifer fics. Very difficult with the dead Ruby.
tarod45: (alone)
The end of the TV season is always a bit depressing. Life just isn't as interesting when you don't have fictional characters' lives to become involved in. Not that I actually watch all that much TV. I think this season I was only really watching Supernatural and The Tudors. Still. The Tudors' season finale kind of killed me in a way that the Supernatural finale didn't: spoilers )

I didn't get any hamburgers yesterday, which, while disappointing, is probably just as well. My aunt and I experimented with a new recipe for tuna salad over the weekend, though, and that was delicious. Who'd have ever thought to add curry to tuna?

Anyway, holiday's over. Class tonight, and a bunch of homework due that I haven't even started yet. I suppose I should get on that, yeah?
tarod45: (stealth sammy)
So, who's eating a whole coffee cake while on a diet? Yeah, I'm bad. But it's not my fault.

So, I was in class on Tuesday. The Business School building shares its bottom floor with a Panera. I have a three-hour evening class, and half-way through, the instructor gives us a fifteen minute break. Not surprisingly, a lot of us make a bee line for Panera. I wanted something sweet, and the thing I thought looked best in their bakery was the coffee cake. So I go and order a piece. And the girl says, "You want the coffee cake?" And I say, "Yeah." And it's late; I've already been sitting through over an hour of truly mind-numbing accounting fundamental concepts. I'm zoned out. So I don't actually pay any mind when she charges me six bucks. Then she says, "You want it in a box?" And, still thoroughly zoned out, I say, "Yeah." Well, she then proceeds to take about three minutes putting this box together, and I'm still zoned out and thinking, "Huh. Why did she want to put it in a box in the first place? I'll have to remember not to agree to it next time. My little piece of cake isn't worth all this, and my that's a big box for a little piece of cake." The girl then picks up the whole cake, and I think, "Oh shit."

So, now I have a whole coffee cake, which is quite delicious, but which I should not be eating by myself. But I'm not seeing anyone I can foist it off on till Saturday. By which time it will be either stale or gone. Probably gone, the way I keep sneaking "just one more piece." I'm trying to be serious about this diet, but it's being sabotaged... by FATE. Or me. I can't tell.

Aside from getting a hold of a copy of The Smartest Guys in the Room: The Amazing Rise and Scandalous Fall of Enron, which my professor recommended, and which is so far surprisingly interesting, the coffee cake incident was the most exciting thing that has happened all week. This says something about my week, I think.

Back to laundry.
tarod45: Dean being adorable. (cute)
Spent today redoing the style on my LJ. I duno, considering that I don't actually know almost any CSS, the process involved a lot of cobbling different sources together (with spit, prayers, and a healthy dose of trial and error), I think it's not too bad for a first try. :) Alas, my Frankenstein's code doesn't work on Dreamwidth. Which is fine, really, since I don't mind how DW looks, just at the moment.

Mind you, I probably should have been doing homework during all this time. Erm. Oops?

On the bright side, I ordered pizza from a new place today. I've gotten so sick of Papa John's, I'm not sure I'll ever be able to look at another one. Which is a shame: of the chain pizza delivery places, I always thought theirs was the best. The new place is pretty good, and their prices are... not great, but reasonable. And free delivery. Can't beat that with a sharp stick to the eye. And they have pizza with seafood. And lamb. And a nice selection of other vaguely Greco-Italian food. You might be surprised at how thrilling I find all of this.

My life is so exciting. ;)
tarod45: (good vs evil)
So, my grade is finally in. Over two weeks after it was due, and three days after I could have done anything about it. *sigh* Oh well. At least I actually got into both the classes I needed, and the fact that I (miraculously) got a C ends any chance of my being kicked out of Intermediate. And, with a C, I would have needed to retake Managerial anyway, so nothing lost.

Speaking of which, I should be heading for campus right now to get the book for Managerial, considering I have homework due on Monday. The Managerial book is downright tiny and reasonable, compared to the Intermediate one, which is over 1300 pages, weighs over 6lbs, and is so expensive that overnight-shipping from Amazon didn't significantly change the price. I've not yet figured out if books in general are getting more and more expensive every year, or if I'm just lucky. Some combination of the two, I'm sure.

You know, I'm actually not this gloomy of a person. I suppose it's just that the only interesting things happening lately have been of the stress-inducing school or family variety. Aside from Supernatural. Which, despite the last lukewarm reaction, I'm still in love with, and am immensely looking forward both to Big Bang, come June, and the Sweet Charity fics I won from a couple of kickass authors. See? Just the thought all that upcoming awesomeness has cheered me right up. :)

Conclusion

May. 14th, 2009 05:28 pm
tarod45: (bright idea)
In conclusion from previous meta. )

With only three-and-a-half hours to go, I do believe I'll stop there, and we'll see what happens. Hopefully, my heart won't be irreparably broken.

Yeah. That's likely.
tarod45: (sam'n'mary)
Only Wednesday, and already this has been a week to remember.

My step-mother showed up on Sunday. She'd missed coming out with my dad last weekend for my birthday, and (ostensibly) wanted to make it up to me by coming this weekend. I honestly haven't a clue why she actually came. She and I are not on that good of terms: I mean, we like each other well enough, but we don't have much in common, and tend to get on each other's nerves after a day or two. Sure enough, it was two days of awkwardness, annoyance, and emotional blackmail. And then, of course, I had class on Monday. Which she knew. I told her, going in, that I would have to go to class Monday night, that she'd be on her own on campus for about an hour, and then I'd leave early so we could go to dinner. She tried to blackmail me into not cutting early ("we're all so worried about you, Sam"). And then it comes time for me to actually leave for class, and it's like we'd never had that conversation, like she'd never thought that I was serious about going to class at all. I just wish I knew what the whole thing was about -- neither of us had a particularly good time, and she had to know that was going to be the case. I have a sneaking suspicion that she may actually have been on a spying mission from my father. *sigh* My family relationships used to be so simple.

And of course step-mom's visit came right in the middle of my on-going school drama. I still don't have the grade back from that class. My adviser and I have determined that it really doesn't matter what I made in it, though: it wasn't good, and I need to replace its grade with a B or better. So I'm retaking Managerial. It looked for a little while today like I wouldn't be allowed to stay in Intermediate, but my adviser was able to clear it. So, thank god, that's taken care of. For the record, though, I could kill my Cost professor for putting me through this. Yes, he's been in a bad way, health-wise. I sympathize. I do. But he should have turned grading over to someone else. Not only did he not do so, he refused a "suggestion" from the dean to do so.

I finally got the chance to talk to the director of the grad program I want to apply to. It was a somewhat disheartening conversation. I am, at best, a mediocre candidate. Apparently, if I can get out of Managerial (take 2) and Intermediate with at least B+'s, I have a very good shot. It's all just a bit of a blow to my pride. School has always been something I do really well in, with little or no effort. When I applied to grad school the last time, there was never any question that I'd be accepted, and, indeed, the two schools I applied to competed for me. Now, I'm a mediocre choice who may only just be able to squeak in. It's a bit of a come down.

Meta

May. 10th, 2009 12:10 am
tarod45: (bright idea)
So, I was rewatching The Monster at the End of This Book, and speculation for 4x22 )

Let's review: timeline for the demon/apocalypse storyarc )

As for the rest, we'll learn next Thursday. I am very tired, now. I'll try and think about any conclusions that can be drawn from all of this tomorrow. By then, hopefully I'll be thinking more clearly, and I won't have to backspace over every other word I type.
tarod45: (Default)
I hate orientations.

I particularly hate orientations that start at 10am (when I am an hour away, meaning I actually have to wake up at a reasonable hour). Even more so, I hate orientations that are supposed to be four hours long, but are in fact, only an hour and a half, half of which consisted of meeting with my adviser (which I did just four days ago, and I still don't have my f'ing grade, so no new decisions could be made), and with a career/curriculum adviser whose only contribution was "You seem to know what you're doing, keep it up. Oh, and I see you had a sucky semester, you'll need to bring your GPA up." Thank you for that. I did not know any of that.

I want to be out of school so bad. Six years is enough. Funny to think that only two years ago, I thought I wanted to be in school forever. Easy to understand, I guess, when at the time I was finishing up a degree that I really and truly loved getting. Even easier to understand why I'm really hating school now, stuck in the middle of a degree that I don't particularly want. Christ, I don't want to be an accountant. And yet. Urgh.

Whatever. It's just until next December.
tarod45: (possessed sam)
SPN 4x21 )
tarod45: (Default)
I just saw several promos for 4x21. The ep is only 19hrs 40mins away, and yet I feel that there is a real possibility that I might explode from the anticipation. Also possibly from my undiminished -- indeed, heightened -- annoyance with Dean.

I'd like it stated for the record that, as far as I'm concerned, Sam is not the one who's been coming off as unsympathetic this season.
tarod45: (head shot)
Finished Code Geass.

Alright. I admit it. I cried.

Doesn't mean much. I cry at almost anything.
tarod45: (outlaw)
So I may have been up till about 4am this morning, watching Code Geass till I fell over from exhaustion. Can I just say: god, I love slightly menacing, emotionally fucked-up heroes (or antiheroes, as the case may be). I haven't really been into anime since high school (where I overloaded on it, and then went to college, where I was suitably embarrassed by it), but damn, no one does a good antihero like anime.

*sigh* Ten episodes left on the first season. At least I actually have an excuse for staying in all day (laundry) to watch the rest. It does kind of make a nice break from waiting obsessively for the next episode of Supernatural. Cause, seriously, I watched the promo, and I'm still not sure I'll survive till Thursday.
tarod45: (war Molly)
May as well begin as I intend to go on, so: today was an odd combination of boring and frustrating.

Today was the last day for summer registration, or so I hear. The new semester starts next Monday. I still don't have my grade for Cost in yet.

For future reference, the situation is this: I had an insane -- insane! -- professor for Cost Accounting. The guy has a definite(ly bad) reputation in the business school, and long story short, I didn't do well. I think. I'm pretty sure. But I don't know. Because, despite grades having been due back from professors last Wednesday, my Cost grade is still not in. And there exists a very real possibility that I failed, or at least got a D. In which case, I'd have to retake the class. But the possibility also exists that I got at least a C-. In which case, I shouldn't waste the money retaking the class -- at the university at least. And if I passed, then I should be moving on to Intermediate I. And if I failed (or got a D), I can't move on. And I don't know which is the case because my ancient, insane, stroke-prone professor hasn't given me my grade. And I needed that grade today. And because my university is also insane, I don't get to register for classes myself: I have to make an appointment with my adviser every time I want to do anything. So I had made an appointment last Friday for today (hoping my grade would be in), to finalize my summer schedule. So much for that. I ended up just registering for both Managerial (aka, Cost) and Intermediate I. I'll just have to drop whichever one it turns out I can't or shouldn't be taking. *sigh*

I also tried going over to the business grad school to talk to someone about the Master's of Accounting degree, but no one was in the office when I got there, so I left. I'll have to call soon.

Other than that? Not much of interest.

This was good. Cleansing. I should vent more often.

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May. 3rd, 2009 10:58 am
tarod45: (Default)
Huh. I've never done one of these things before. And I realize I'm talking into a void. Still. Whatever. Yesterday was my birthday. Seems like a good time to start something new.

I really have nothing of interest to report, so I'll leave it at that for the time being. Maybe I'll get more into the spirit of a journal at some point... that is not now.

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